Europe, the wolf and the twat.

damn it.
quisiera ir.
pero no se puede.

ahhh..the money-issue. braker of dreams and maker of lives. god-money as nine inch nails puts it.

ahh.friend broke the enchantment.shows pic of some guy that looks like gerard way. one would doubt if she is an admirer or a stalker.


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back to self-musing.
the libertine by mr.patrick wolf is playing constantly. no effort to change it. very nice, neat song.meanwhile 9 year old sister is blasting Mika's relax through her headpones....


makes me remember that blog he posted
mika is a twat

which maybe he is. i dont know. but i get mixed feelings about it. i mean patrick's music is way more ...mmm..cantfindtheword..mmm lets just say music that haunts you. tres genial and for the educated ear (i mean for people who have liked this kind of music for a while...not for first listeners..well maybe yes..ah i dont know how to explain it. lets just say i dont think its possible to like mainstream music like hip hop or something like that and jumping suddenly to the next big thing..ahh.talk about hard to explain..). while mika is like....its definitly more ....welll..mmm.mainstream..mass digestible para todo publico en cierta manera. y tiene ese algo de freddy mercury que es muy appealing..peroo sigue sonando a the magic position.

i got lost again.

back to topic.

what i wonder is will europe sound like this?
through the songs of musicians from the other side of the pond i imagine europe.
i construct my trip to europe through travel stories, sounds, artworks....
i imagine the perfect trip and soudtack to it.
but is it really like this?
will i find the cafes, and the street artists and the beautiful architechture?
maybe i got a very romantic vision about it.
maybe that exists, deep in.
or if i go there i will meet the horrible truth?

will the "actually be there" brake the enchantment?

i read in a review that beirut's the gulag orkestar sounds like someone got into the real heart of the este de europa.

i el new york times sigue poniendo articulos de como ahorrar lana en el viaje. damn it.l

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damn i lose the point always. i divagate a lot.....divagoooo...divagooooo. y me pierdo.